no.4 red shirt.

2012-01-08T02:54:00.000-08:00

Today I found out you had deleted me from your facebook. Okay....
But it sucks to see the number of mutual friends we have and a lot of them are my friends. Its so weird to see they are friends with you but I am shut off from your door.

I'm frustrated that you can move on but I'm stuck here. The past year I had tried to lie to myself I'm done, but I'm still feeling so miserable whenever I think of us. I don't want to lie anymore.

Today I threw away the first present you gave to me. No, I did not feel happier doing that. But there is a reason why I haven't been sleeping in my room for the past few months.
Everything here reminds me of you.

Someone like you

2011-11-30T18:24:00.000-08:00

I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give you
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
I couldnt stay away I couldnt fight it
I'd hope that you had see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

2011-11-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

I was thinking bout her
thinking bout me
thinking bout us
so i travel back down that road
open my eyes
I realize
it was only just a dream

if you ever loved somebody
and now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

Nothing really matters when we're dancing

2011-09-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

So come on spin me around..

Bounce

2011-08-11T20:28:00.000-07:00

Suga Sugar how you get so fly

Platinum Rule

2011-07-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

Attraction - Bargaining - Submission - Perks - The Tipping Point - Purgatory - Fallout - Coexistence

I'm not all that negative

2011-07-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

I might be pessimistic about reality, but I'm really quite optimistic about dreams.

Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones. and I will try to ..

2011-07-13T11:03:00.000-07:00

I wanna throw everything, I really want to. But I can't move.
I want to stop looking over my shoulder constantly to see if theres still something there

Since you have made it so clear, I can't do anything but wait for this shit feeling to get out of my system.

2011-06-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

New Zealand is my major distraction right now... Finally going to walk the talk and jump off that bridge.. that plane..

I. Cannot. Wait.

For.

August.

2011-05-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

Your actions never fail to make me feel that walking away was right. But I keep running back.... to feel the reason why I did that..

flames to dust.

2011-04-11T03:00:00.000-07:00

I really feel as though I'm constantly walking the wrong way. Even though sometimes the road signs are so damn obvious, I'm telling myself on the right path. I honestly feel like I am, but why isn't anybody walking there.

2011-01-22T22:41:00.000-08:00

Between two people to get along, there is a point in time their lines will meet. After that time frame and finally staggered points, becomes parallel lines............

Will you be there - M.J

2010-12-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

But they told me
A Man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight till the end
But I'm only human..

2010-07-25T07:40:00.001-07:00

I don't wanna hold a special place with the rest of them

2010-03-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

Have I achieved all 7 sins?

When the cats come out the bats come out to play

2010-02-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

Yes I'm the one and only but I'm not the only one

Cap ou pas cap?

2010-02-04T00:43:00.000-08:00

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Is it the time to start seeing that life is nothing but a game..

Everything I want to do. And more.

2010-01-19T19:52:00.000-08:00

I swear I'll make it up here soon!!!

2010-01-14T05:42:00.000-08:00

No more drama. No more unnecessary heartache!

start back at 1

2010-01-10T01:07:00.000-08:00

I hope you will keep your promise and not repeat yesterday.

I don't deserve all this from you.

2009-11-22T05:05:00.000-08:00

could you please get out of my head!

Livin' in sin is the new thing

2009-10-21T07:40:00.000-07:00

Three is a charm, two is not the same.

I don't see the harm.

So are you game?

are you down down down down down.

2009-09-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

Your bridges were burnt,
now its your turn
to cry.

2009-09-14T07:37:00.000-07:00


A foxtrot above my head
a sock hop beneath my bed
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread

2009-08-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness.

Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost.

Vicky Christina Barcelona

2009-08-13T11:03:00.000-07:00

I finally understand.

2006-09-13T01:48:00.000-07:00

'Johnny gets hit by a car while chasing after Ryan and lands up in hospital.' Marissa ; how'do you feel Johnny ; like i just gt hit by a car and shot a full'a drugs Marissa ; look this is all my fault Johnny ; yeah i guess, and kinda ryan's fault for reacting the way he did. and Chili for comin up with the whole surf contest in the first place.. and the chick who hit me didnt help things. Marissa ; well.. what are you gna do?(worried) Johnny ; I'm gna get the operation, do the rehab and get back on my board. Things happen marissa.. what else ya gonna do.. give up?

2005-07-16T03:04:00.000-07:00

A meteor shower occurs when the Earth passes thru the cloud of dust left behind by a comet, in its orbit of the sun.

Katherine Anne Porter once said;
There seems to be a kind of order in the universe... in the movement of the stars and the turning of the earth and the changing of e seasons. But human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own right and feelings, mistaking the motives of others, and his own.